beat.of.my.heart

African proverb
Saturday, November 14, 2009
11:22 PM

Every morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes up
It knows it must run faster than the fastest lion or it will be killed
Every morning a lion wakes up
It knows it must outrun the slowest gazelle or it will starve to death
It doesn't matter whether you are a lion or a gazelle
When the sun comes up, you better start running

AND I WILL NEVER STOP RUNNING

hehee, i'm watching 2012 tomorrow morning ^^

new hairdo
Friday, November 13, 2009
9:42 PM

lately, i feel that i'm not myself anymore
where's the old me ?
Jen, the enthusiast, the initiative
a levels syllabus now is up to the point
that i call it as "DISASTER"
my practical exam preparation,
my theory exam preparation
Unit 2 ,3, 4 - Chemisty
Unit 2,3, 4 - Physics
Unit 1 & 3 - Economics
all in one !!
i'm going to explode soon
the more i try to do pyq,
the more i don't know how to solve it -.-
this is S-T-R-E-S-S man

so....

today i went to Atelier for a haircut
from long hair to a short bob hair
i just don't care how i look in this new style
maybe this is one of the way i release stress uhuh?

(p/s:the stylist said my face structure looks like a manager )
with a serious, sharp look
~ well maybe i am in 5 years later :)

...
Thursday, October 8, 2009
5:45 PM

TOO MUCH is my problem now.

i care too much
i work too much
i want too much
i hope too much
i think too much

but where's the line ?
how much is consider as too much
just tell me right on my face if i'm too much
because i might cross over the line without knowing it

everyone's saying i'm so hardworking, too much
but my results show it all. NO !
being smart and being hardworking is a different world

if i'm going isolate myself
alone in the island,
it will be today

roller coaster day
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
10:00 PM

it was 7.30 in the morning when i reach HELP.
i sat in the computer lab, slowly took phone out
enjoying my FLY FM channel trough phone while FB
until Justin arrived early also, and met me
we sat in front of the computer for like an hour
until it's nearly time for our 10 am class
WEDNESDAY Is Just Not A Good DAY anymore for her
everything seems to be not in the right place for her
she came into the class late for there're not
enough parking space in the main campus.
when she walked into the class with a super red shirt
on it, it's about something vulgar.
my friend who sat next to me and i laugh at her shirt.
there're not enough space for her to fit in our row,
so she ended up sitting alone in the last row
when class finished, she the usual talker does not
sound even a word, joke, or comment anything about lecture
as usual, we 3 walked to kpd d for our chem lab
my friend and i even said something's wrong with her
so quiet. we took the lift to level 3, i said it's very unusual
to be so quiet today-must make her laugh. i crap + lame joke
in the lift until we reached our class. i put my bag on the
table, settled down, went to toilet and came out.
the silence beckoned. she burst into tears
everyone who's there go near her and ask if she's alright
a born emphatic. she's so stress. i understood feelings
very well. helpless and poignant feelings started
crowding my senses, filled with heavy self-pity.
i'm scared to approach her and ask any further reasons
from that moment, i understand this
"a true friend will cry for you"
i closed my eyes, letting my feelings construct a picture,
memories of yesterday's lameless sms making up
broken pieces of a puzzle. i heard it's some personal
matters which's intricating her.
i just want to tell her that she's not alone and be strong
hope she will gain back her true self tomorrow, PP !

dead blog
Friday, October 2, 2009
12:00 PM

so sorry
my blog is dead
YES you're in a dead blog now
i'm really busy with my life
spending less time sitting in front of the com (YESH !!)
at least happy with the busy and hectic schedule
mock exams, piano , college, housechores, birthday etc

"live like there's no tomorrow"
cause i'm scared of one day my world will be in a sudden dark
*touchwood*
oh it's already 12.00am ::happy mooncake festival everyone::

what do you see in me
Monday, August 31, 2009
10:00 PM

Non-Fiction
Title : Personality Plus
Author : Florence Littauer

Natural Blends : Melancholy/Phlegmatic
They are both introverted, pessismistic, and soft-spoken.
They are more serious, they look into the depts of situations,
and they don't want to be center stage.
They follow the advice "Speak softly, and carry a big stick"

Complementary Blends : Choleric/ Melancholy
A combination which fits well together and completes the lack
in each other's nature.
They make the best business person because the combination
of Choleric leadership, drive and goals with the Melancholy's
analytical, detail-conscious, scheduled-oriented mind is
unbeatable. Nothing is beyond the range of this combinatino.
If they set out to remake a mate, they will keep it up until
they have a perfect product.

Opposite Attracts : Sanguine/Melancholy
dumb-smart
weak-strong
wrong-right

Last week, i did Dermatoglyphics Code Test
The report was out and i find out
1. i use more of my left brain
2. i have 8 Ulnars and 2 Whorls print
3. i only have 6 suns, 6 moons, and 4 starts
4. tends to dislike physical touch
5. hard to express feelings literally

and more....
(p/s i need at least 8-10 Whorls finger printed XY )

him again =]
Friday, August 21, 2009
12:42 PM

how can any music be hotter than this ?

WANG LEE HOM