well, i promised to talk about the part which i like the most in
P.S I Love You...there you go
it 's in page 458 and 459 chapter Forty-Six
...'Ah,so this is the famous envelope,' Daniel said, picking it up from
the table. Holly's eyes widened, she felt protective over that envelope
and wasn't happy with him touching it, removing Gerry's touch
from it.
( Daniel, don't simply touch ppl's thing without permission ) ' December,' he said reading the outside and running his fingers along
the lettering. Holly wanted to tell him to put it down but didn't want to
sound so psychotic. Eventually, he placed it back on the table and she
breathed a sigh of relief and continued to fill the kettle.
( Say it what you wanna say, don't beat around the bush ) ' How many more envelopes are left?' Daniel asked, taking his overcoat
off and walking over to join her in the kitchen counter.
' That's the last one,' Holly's voice was husky and she cleared her throat.
' So what are you going to do after that.'?
( Be clear on what you're going to say, cause it can make her misunderstands you ) ' What do you mean?' she asked, feeling confused.
' Well, as far as I can see, that list is like your Bible, yout Ten Commandments.
What the list says goes,as fasr as your life is concerned. So what are you going
to do when they aren't anymore ?'
Holly looked up at his face to see if he was being smart but his blue eyes
twinkled kindly back at her.
' I'll just live my life,'she replied, turning her back and flicking the switch
on the kettle.
' Will you be able to do that?' he walked closer to her and she could smell
his aftershave. It was a real Daniel smell.
( why not ? don't stand near me ..) ' I suppose so,'she replied, uncomfortable with his questions.
' Because you will have to make your own decisions then, he said softly.'( I don't know,,,please don't ask me ..don't make me scare of you ) ' I know that,' she replied defensively,avoiding eye contact with him.
' And do you think you'll be able to do that ?'
Holly rubbed her face tiredly. 'Daniel,what's this about ?'
He swallowed hard and adjusted his stace before her, trying to make
himself comfortable.
' I'm asking you this because I'm going to say something to you now, and you are going to have to make your owndecision' he said. He looked at her straight into her eye and her heart
beat wildly.'
( my head is so pain now,,i need to leave )There will be no list, no guidelines, you will just have tofollow your own heart'( But if i really have left, i wouldn't get to listen to this truly meaningful words for me ) Holly back away him a little. A feeling of dread pulled at her and she
hoped he wasn't going to say what she thought he was.
' Em......Daniel,..I d-don't think that this is......the right time to....um ........we shouldn't talk about.....' ' This is the perfect time ,' he said seriously. ' You already know what I'm going to say to you and I know you already know how I feel about you'( yea'll right Holly,,i support you )Holly's jaw dropped as she glanced at the clock.
It was twelve o'clock.
( 12 o'clock, that reminds me of Cinderella fairytale)~ the end of my P.S I Love You version ~NEXT,,,i'm going to blog about my first SASA Internship after getting the photos from Jun Chong (a.k.a Jay Chau...and Jessie 's little brother)ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz..