beat.of.my.heart

lesson to learn
Friday, April 23, 2010
10:40 PM

i saw this saying on one of the car when i was on the way to HELP

" Be soft-spoken and forgiving ,
even if the reason in on your side "

it's meaningful and true :)

when your loved one is gone
Saturday, January 23, 2010
5:27 PM

No one knows about tomorrow
In short, when you actually
become aware of the fragility of life,
you will see your life differently.

There is noticeable shift in your priorities,
an intensive soul-searching for new meanings,
and the use of your energy for
what is really important.

You realise that the two least
important details
are usually inscribed upon the tombstone-
dates of birth and death.

You will not be remembered
for the length of your years, but for
the breadth of your sympathies for others,
the depth of your appreciation for beauty,
the height of your love.

Through this personal transformation,
You experience an opportunity for growth
by shedding your attitudes
that prevent you
from living life-
strengthening those qualities
that add depth to your being.

The real tragedy is
to die
before you live.

As you discover so much
about your beloved-
the hurts, fears, hopes -

so are you learning
so much about yourself.

Each day is another day of life
to be enjoyed together
as fully as you can !

i'm a weirdo
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
3:19 PM

friends i ADD
enemy i SUBTRACT
hardcore i TO THE POWER OF
stress i MULTIPLY
love i DECIMAL POINT IT
compassion i ZOOM IN
when you care i ZOOM OUT
helping others i INFINITE IT
music IN MY BLOOD
traveling IS MY DRUG
giving up is MY SUICIDE
aiming for perfection is MY ROUTINE

Vow Of Truth
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
11:39 PM

I see you so clear as I shut my eyes,
Waiting for you to be back close to me.
I ponder for long but slowly they flee,
memories; I watch, they swiftly pass by,
like shadows are chased from the morning skies,
causing a feeling that drags me sadly
down to a realm where hope I cannot see.
A river couldn't hold the tears I cry.

Though you can't be here now, I surely wait
and if you doubt, I ask that you don't.
For as long as I breathe, I will love you.
No one can forever separate fate,
no matter how hard or long they do want.
To you I promise, remain alwasys true.

11:14 PM

Shelther words from my mouth
Willful lips bleeding truth
tremble to reveal my love,
blooming inside your youth.

Taste the confectinoary harvest
With the tongue that sings
of new life, that breathes
inside your eternal springs.

Invade my abandoned heart
with kisses reigning thunder,
before reality crashes through,
leaving me lonely to wonder.

African proverb
Saturday, November 14, 2009
11:22 PM

Every morning in Africa, a gazelle wakes up
It knows it must run faster than the fastest lion or it will be killed
Every morning a lion wakes up
It knows it must outrun the slowest gazelle or it will starve to death
It doesn't matter whether you are a lion or a gazelle
When the sun comes up, you better start running

AND I WILL NEVER STOP RUNNING

hehee, i'm watching 2012 tomorrow morning ^^

new hairdo
Friday, November 13, 2009
9:42 PM

lately, i feel that i'm not myself anymore
where's the old me ?
Jen, the enthusiast, the initiative
a levels syllabus now is up to the point
that i call it as "DISASTER"
my practical exam preparation,
my theory exam preparation
Unit 2 ,3, 4 - Chemisty
Unit 2,3, 4 - Physics
Unit 1 & 3 - Economics
all in one !!
i'm going to explode soon
the more i try to do pyq,
the more i don't know how to solve it -.-
this is S-T-R-E-S-S man

so....

today i went to Atelier for a haircut
from long hair to a short bob hair
i just don't care how i look in this new style
maybe this is one of the way i release stress uhuh?

(p/s:the stylist said my face structure looks like a manager )
with a serious, sharp look
~ well maybe i am in 5 years later :)